I just really want to get your opinion, well I guess I probably know what to do, but I just don't want to. I still have the clothes that I wore the night I was assaulted, and I still wear them actually. It really is on my mind when I wear them. I tend to think about the assault more, have more flashbacks and those kinds of things. Especially with my shoes that I wore. They actually still have blood on them, that would not wash out. I look at the blood and see it all the time when I wear the shoes. I don't know what to do, I know I should just get rid of them. But why am I keeping them? I really like the stuff, well and they were relatively new too, so I think that has some to do with why it's hard to get rid of them. How important is it that I do?
Jennifer
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