I really need your advice on this one. I am really struggling. I switched again, one of the very very very few times I have since the assault in May. I don't know, now I honestly am just trying to get myself to belive that I don't have DID, I have no parts, I have nothing wrong with me at all. Why am I doing this now? Why did I not do it so much before, I mean I did a little, but I accepted it more, now I don't know what I am going to do. Any advice, opinions, support, anything really would help. I am just so scared, so confused and so troubled right now. I know I have been really annoying since May, not only in here but also other areas of PC. So I just want to say I am really sorry and I really am not trying to do this to offend anyone or for attention or anything of the sort, I just really need, help.

Jennifer