I told my T on several occasions I wish she would tell me something negative. Be angry at me. Invalidate me. Tell me I'm wrong. I don't know why I want this. Seems odd to me but so normal that it confuses me. All of this confuses me.
I'm so tired I'm getting delusional again. I should keep my mouth shut.
I wish I could sleep.
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**the curiosity can kill the soul but leave the pain and every ounce of innocence is left inside her brain**
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