Thank you pegasus, I am getting therapy and support here. Well as much as possible. One of my therapists are going out of town and I won't see her for 2 weeks, I'm a little nervous about that. I honestly really have been just ignoring much of everything going on and I really just don't really acknowledge it. I know I need to be kind to myself and everything, but I don't know that I can, I know that everyone can, but just for right now, I am just hurting too bad. Again thank you for your support and for not finding me annoying.

Jennifer