I know T would be open to it however, until recently I have totally avoided it because it makes me feel to vulnerable. I have feared hearing things I didn't want to hear. Sometimes I have said things like "as much as I want to trust people there is NOBODY I trust 100% including (hubby) and (best friend)". I knew she knew what I meant.

Currently T is going through a lot of career as well as personal life changes. She has been very up front with me because she has always told me she would be. She has encouraged me to be upfront with how I am feeling with everything.

as a side not none of the changes she is going through will effect my therapy...