So, I have been a part of this mommy message board since my daughter was a baby (she is almost 8). Yesterday somebody started a thread wanting an update on people's lives.. What's going on with family, careers etc. every time I read it I gag. Everybody has the most intelligent child, gifted and talent grams, travels sports teams, competition dance teams, marriages are wonderful oh and we just built are new dream home.. That kind of stuff.. And I just want to post the real crap going on with my family, you know I struggle with my PTSD/bpd.. How I was almost hospitalized again, or how Sucidal ideation is a constant struggle.. Or how I doubt highly my ability to parent my son who deals with ASD/adhd/anxiety.. Or you know how my marriage is on the rocks and has been for awhile. It just makes me wonder if anybody else would get honest and say yeah there are some great things, but I am struggling with X,y,z.. Or am I supposed to believer that their are some people who lives are all rainbows and puppies??