ok, maybe I deserve it.
maybe I deserved everything that happened to me.thought i'd got over that stage.
maybe I'm just a selfish %#@&#! and a crappy person who deserves all the %#@&#! life throws my way. I've always been a bit paranoid but since i've been going to therapy it's 1000 worse. maybe i need a straight jacket.

pissed off, jinnyann