I am bad telling my feelings. I tell it comes out and upset the person I have feelings for I unintentionally confuse make them upset.

I have mad anxiety about loving myself learning how to love and shutting down.

I know I'm definitely not ready with relationships 4 years single i may not be ready for ten years.
I just want to show myself clearly.

I am a very damaged goods. I am high maintenance at times when I need it most.

I need help.