Medications are tricky. Certainly they are a Godsend if one is in crisis and not managing well, but I do understand what you mean about becoming complacent and just going with the flow. I am currently doing well unmedicated…but there were many years where medication was the only way I could cope.

I would suggest that you speak to a therapist and look into alternative strategies and therapies whilst trying a new generation medication for your needs. Also having an open dialogue with your therapist or treating doctor with regard to pros, cons.. and side effects should help you find a compromise.