Ah! Thanks Stopdog. I'll copy what I wrote on the other one here.
Pretty much almost everything on the list at one time or another, sometimes more than one of them at the same time. Crying, dissociating, visibly physically shaking . . . and oh, my favorite . . . full out hyperventilating. That one was pretty horrible. My T had to talk me through slow breathing into a paper bag (he actually keeps them on hand because as he reassured me, I wasn't the first person who had gone through that). I remember with my 2nd T something set me off and I was terrifyingly stuck on the edge of dissociation and absolute sobbing to such a degree that he considered taking me directly to the hospital because it went on for a LONG time.
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