I'm a little embarrassed by my threads. I'm so sorry for ranting about my Dr's opinion and the attention seeking. I was pretty pissed and still pissed at myself for not telling the Dr's about my thoughts and what I have done with the shoe lace wrapped around my neck. I should of told him my messed up dreams and thoughts. I said nothing which it why bipolar is a query for now. But for the first time in weeks I feel calm today. No racing thoughts or weird thoughts.
Although I have been hiding in my room today because I feel like I want to be alone today and it's raining. Its just one of tho"I feel fine but I want to be by myself."