Yea the whole thing was just a nightmare. I never ever want to go back to being hospitalized or 5150'ed. Good luck ever trying to get me hospitalized again. The whole situation was extremely toxic, unhelpful and not healthy for me. There was not a second that I did not want to be there after since I first crossed the front sliding doors on the gurney into the facility.

Even though I always rejected these places and scared to go to them, I can't believe how bad I experienced this place to be. Not only this place was not helpful, but it was toxic and unhealthy. If I was extremely suicidal, I am sure it would help put me OVER the edge. I just wanted to get out of there as soon as possible.