(((jinny)))

thank you....... i've always had trust issues and this only makes it worse. and i've been trying real hard to come out of my shell a little more and relax and now i'm back where i started. at this point i don't even want to talk to any of my coworkers about anything. i am set to start seeing a t in about 3 weeks so i hope to be able to work on this stuff....... but right now i'm feeling pretty negative about people in general and this person in particular...... and of course, as usual, myself.