There has been a lot of unheaval both inside and out lately and some major life stressor as well...but also the older we get the less functional. It's hard to keep things straight, keep any kind of job or friends or relationships...esp when I might be doing really well socially and have friends I value...then poof I'm gone and who ever is now in body either doesn't know my friend, or doesn't like them, or is just socially awkward. Msgs, appts, resonsibilities, events get ignored... password get changed, accounts get deleted or more created. N then I wake up again could be a day...longest was 5 yrs! Tho I have been told that I was occasionally in body during that time but still no memories. Then I either try to contact ppl N get no response, confusing stuff, where you been and then I gotta make up something quick. Feels down right awful... when things work at best I am not completely blindsided either prepped with general timeliness knowledge or things I need to respond to are provided from upstairs when I am asked. But nothing lasts! Nothing sticks... and a lot of us just don't get along! It's all a big disorganized mindf***!