Quote " Others are just baffling. But best to not entertain. Cuz probably hold something that we can't handle knowing..."

This is how I have felt for ever. That the memories that I have buried would become known to me and the feeling of the emotions connected to them would kill me. If I can trust the knowledge that the emotions are "flash backs", while fully understanding that flash backs, by their nature, are not of the present, I can allow myself to feel the emotional pain and know that it won't kill me. It will free me from my past. That is what we are willing to do.