My counselor and I have talked about this also. There is a fear in my heart, that if I could get to the memory and "see" it, it would shatter my soul and who I am. My wish. My prayer. My hope. Like you said " the emotions are 'flash backs'" and they cannot hurt me now. I want the courage and bravery that that one did not have in that moment, for that one here now. That is what all of me is pressing towards.

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