Hello BDPpartner: I'm sorry you are having to endure so much ongoing pain. The Skeezyks also forces himself to keep going despite chronic pain. In my case, however, it is more a case of me not allowing myself to stop not to rather than my spouse insisting I push myself. So, for the most part, I have only myself to blame. Please try to do what you can to take care of yourself. No one should be forced to endure the amounts of pain it sounds like you're being pushed to...