Rough day. Started with vet visit that was not encouraging. That has me apprehensive. And I hate crying on the bus. Followed by one thing upon another. And then there's tax stress. Not least because I have zero comprehension. I know they're stressful for most everyone, but they make a really pointed show of just how functional I am not. Didn't want to cry at library. Bad day with another of my mental issues (non-BP thing). Just feeling really defeated and overwhelmed. And scared. I love my sweet furbaby.