oh snow, I am so sorry for you and your daughter's pain. I am glad you shared. I feel like I should have known and been there. I too wonder how much of this bipolar has to do with the trauma? Kids should not have to hurt like that and all I wanted was to protect them. I spoke with my son last night and told him all of the things that he needed to hear about it wasn't his fault etc. He is protecting me as well. He is a dear young man. I am whirrling from all of the events in my life right now. I know you understand. Thank you so much for knowing the place I am visiting and letting me see that there is a way to a window.