Sending you big hugs, Pink...that ER doc was way out of line. Your emotional pain is showing itself as physical pain and trauma. But he is too clueless to see that. Forget him. Your p-doc's reaction was correct. The thought of you sitting alone on the floor in the hospital bathroom trying to bandage your own wounds just makes me feel both sad and angry for you. (Not angry *at* you, angry on your behalf.)

So you're at home now? How will you keep yourself safe between now and Monday? Will your p-doc or T be checking in with you? Is there a social worker type person who can? Can you remove any kind of cutting implements from your residence for now? Please hang in there...I hope the PHP will help you...is that all day on weekdays? Again, hugs...you don't deserve to be in anywhere near this much emotional or physical pain...or any at all, really...