Are you embarrassed by what your others say or do? And how do you deal with it? Do you accept it or try to hide it?

Looking back, our self-negativism was greatly promoted by the embarrassing things that we did.... according to the one that see's it that way.

It's so easy to be embarrassed about what some other said, did, thought- a movement, gesture, action, response...

Usually shock and horror with great embarrassment with "I can't believe that I did/said that" ensues coupled with feelings of fear, dread, and anxiety. Pretty normal, isn't it?

Being embarrassed by our Other selves kept us beating ourselves up. I noticed that we'd call ourselves bad names, down talk ourself, only to finally realize that we are bad mouthing each other- much like how our abusers did.

As of late, I'm trying to accept every quirky thing we do as a product of our system, to be strong enough to own it (this is the really really hard part) as what we do. Sometimes somethings are just so not acceptable.

But, some of the other parts have their own feelings on the matter and are not as mature in thought as I am while Others are trying to see it the same way.

Maybe I'm the embarrassing one because others want to stay hidden and unexposed?

It's all just a part of the Inner Conflict, I suppose.

What are your thoughts?