grrrrrrrrrr bout your cable.
im really upset because i was trusting everyone here that ive heard say that Ts have heard so much before that they re unlikely to be shocked etc and then she was shocked.
i really dont want to get my head back to where it was when i wrote it. i just want to be unconscious. theres nothing but pain right now. in everything i do its pain. have no idea if or how im supposed to talk about any of it next week. i just dont know what to do about it. and this weekend from tomorrow til tuesday night i ll be staying with friends and going to have to act appropriately and pretend im having a good time. i really want to enjoy this weekend. ive been looking forward to it for ages. i just havent been able to enjoy anything for a while now. i seem to be totally disconnected. things are a bit unreal.
so glad about the horses though.
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