I had all these plans of what I wanted to do today and now I am laying here crying because I have no one to do anything with. I have no friends or anyone to talk to.

I didn't take my antidepressants last night. I have been taking them for ten years and only take them now because of withdrawal. I wouldn't be able to function if I withdrew.

The reason I am in this mess is because the Zoloft numbs you to what is really happening in your life. I put up with things I shouldn't put up with. I stayed married for years while on Zoloft and as soon as I went off I filed for divorce (a good thing)

All I know is I have no one to share anything with and I am crying on a beautiful spring day because I have no one to do anything with. I hate my life.