(((((((((((freewill))))))))

I wish Icould answer that. I feel better at the moment knowing I have a therapist at last. But then I feel depressed cos of all the crap that's being remembered and brought to the surface - but I know it will help in the end.
The therapy I've had before was within a group of people with many different problems, I didn't find that helpful.
I offer you a hug and lots of love, your t shouldn't have lost their temper - so unproffessional. You are depressed for a reason, you are there for help. I'm sorry I'm rambling, I wish I had an answer.

love, Jinny, please pm me if you need to talk.

xoxoxoxoxoxxo