By regulating me I mean they handle the emotions so I can stay numb. I've grown accustomed to being numb and have found I like it in most respects. One of my T's is working through a book with me.. And he knows my fears of finding out what the other parts of my brain are hiding from me. And we are trying to find a different way to get that information where I can still stay numb until it's out in the open.