Just spent the afternoon with my son and grandchildren. I love them all but my son does not speak to me in a caring way. His demeanor and dismissive attitude makes me feel bad about myself. I am not sure why he has turned out like this toward me. He had a safe upbringing, nothing like mine. I am realizing it would be difficult for me to live with with him even for a month. It would enable me to save a little money but it wouldn't be worth the toll on my self esteem.