Thread: I feel nothing
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Old Sep 13, 2007, 02:59 PM
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I may have posted something similar several months ago about this but it seems to be a lot worse now. Like my subject said, I feel nothing... emotionally. Maybe about 5% of the time something will happen and I'll feel extremely sad or extremely happy but 95% of the time if something happens I'll just stare off into space.
For example, I was having a rough day yesterday that would normally beat me down and take the life out of me but instead I was blank. I know how I should feel and because I'm aware of that it scares me a little. I saw my mom crying today and I knew how depressed she was but I just stared at her. I tried to comfort her but honestly, how well can a robot comfort someone?

It's not only the numbness that's strange lately... I have no appetite (first time in my life ) and no interests whatsoever. My days now usually consist of me spinning in my computer chair staring at the walls as they go by. I just wonder if this is a result of my untreated depression from all those years. Can any else relate to something like this?
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