September 12TH, I finally took many of you all's advice and I saw my college counselor. He told me I might have depression and to have my parents to make me an appointment with our family doc. Well, I go home and tell my dad, but he blows me off by saying Im not depression, and if I am its just college and I am trying to find my way. THAT F@#$$%%^&&** HURT MY FEELINGS I TRY TO TELL MY DAD THAT I HAVE BEEN EMOTIONALLY NUMB FOR ALMOST TWO YEARS, AND HE SAYS THERE'S NOTHING WRONG WITH ME. F&*^ HIM!!!!!!
That really hurt, and now I keep imaging me slitting my wrist. Maybe there is nothing wrong with me, maybe I just imaged being emotionally numb for almost two f&*^$#@$ years!!!

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