Smiles, giggles, grins, laughter
Happiness, cheerfulness, exuberance
Joy, hopefulness, pleasure, enjoyment
Frolicking, playfulness, merriment
Once these were very much a part of me.

Now, there is only the lifelessness of depression.
Unending despair, desperation, and hopelessness
Nothing ever changes.
Only the finality of death promises peace.