There is a few reason I feel I maybe depressed I mainly feel hopeless that I don't have more friends then I have because I feel like I can't have male friends because they wanna have sex with me which makes me hate the fact that sex exists and that the make men become evil and obsessive towards getting it. I am sick and tired of having to distance myself from people because I am worried that they will come on strong onto me and trying to sleep with me I am tired of all the restrictions I put on myself towards talking to others because men are horny bastards and sex is the only thing humans care about. I am tired of having to believe I can't be with anyone because they will want sex. I hate sex, I hate that it exists I hate men because that's all they care about I have no use or they won't even bother being friends with me because sex will **** it all I am tired. SO FREAKING tired you won't believe I am tired of being messed over of believing all this **** I just want to run away and hide on the moon so I won't have to think about humans I am tired of thinking about boys worrying about boys and weither they care or not or if they only want there **** wet, weither they want me as a girlfriend. I am tired of just worrying in general, if people stopped obsessing for sex for a while and see how beautiful the world truly is I would finally be relieved from this burden. Also, I have to put up with guys asking what I would say if they raped me I had to put up with 20 guys sending **** pics, I feel like a doll being forced into this sexual slavery and obsession society has that it's all I ever think and obsess about boys if they ever seen me as girlfriend material or they just want my bits. I used to feel like I might as well cut my vagina out and throw it to them because they view my vagina more then they view humans. That is why I am so angry with males and I hate them and am disgusted you think a ****ing worthless vagina is more important then how I feel and then fact I died so you can get your **** wet. YOUR DISGUSTING AND I HATE YOU. I also feel like I may have body dysmorphia because I view myself as a slightly taller dwarf 5'1.4" talls and I weigh 63 kgs or 38 pounds and yet I view myself as being in different perpotitions everywhere and I am just odd looking does this sound like body dysmorphia?