Hi fijiisland.

I'm sorry to hear you're having such a rough go at it. I know first hand the lousy effects some drugs can have on our brains. I thought I would never get off of the Zyprexa, and it was a miserable battle to get off, but I did it with some help from a Naturopath and my psychiatrist. Together, they got me off of it because that was what I wanted for myself. Coincidentally, my marriage ended soon after that as well. Go figure!

Hang in there, please. Believe me, there is a way through it. I have been able to overcome what I used to be convinced were impossible odds, and I'm still not out of the woods. I still have a hellova ways to go. But I'm also beginning to realize just how worth it all the hard work really is.

Just believe in yourself, conquer small challenges and work your way up to bigger victories. In the meantime, by all means, let the tears roll. Just allow your emotions to express themselves in whatever way is appropriate and safe.

It's great you are here. You're in good company.