I had a wonderful child hood as far as parents until the age of seven. My mom got caught having and affair by her high school sweetheart (he was not my biological father, but ik him as such) my mom filed for divorce soon her new man was living with us. He seemed nice at first, but his true colors showed. He being violent physically, mentally and verbally abusive.

My mom would sit there like she was in a trance. She refused to listen to my crys when I spoke at at school o got my behind beat. "What goes on in this house stays in this house" I was forced to call him dad against my will. When i asked about my previous step dad (who I believed to be my dad) I was beat told to forget about him he abandoned us. He was my dad now. It wad awful and my mother did nothing except deny these events too place. I would be so sore I couldn't sent down I had wells from switches all over my body.

My mom would sit on me while I was naked and my stepdadand her would both whip me and laugh. My mother completely change after being with this man. My mother never spanked me for the first 7yrs of my life until she got into a relationship with this man. He convinced her I was mentally ill and I was stupid and had emotional issues. They both talked down to me repeatedly and laughed when I cried and said I was to sensitive. I attempted suicide several times started cutting myself. I

started identifying myself with Satan I thought I was bad. Its taking me a long time to get where I am today. I have no one but the most high and my grandma and my sweet uncle to thank.