i dunno much about the dysmorphia stuff... but what i think i know is that you can see many things that arent really there...

i just wanna say as a guy, that i dont obsess over sex like that... and i dont view women as sexual object...
im actually really reserved about it... problably too much and if a girl was interested in me she probably would get angry or upset why i wasnt trying to have sex with her...
but its not just a thing with guys... or with girls...
some guys are dicks, and thats all they think about is sex...
some guys are cool though...
i do think about sex, it would be nice if i could have someone i could trust but i cant trust anyone so i always stay at a distance...
im not ugly either, or fat... everyone tells me that i am attractive, but its whats inside me that keeps everyone at a distance
its not easy ya know... but just because it hard doesnt mean its not possible...
there is a guy that will treat you like a lady... and be respectful and treat you with dignity.... one that will honor you and love you for who you are....
we just have to try not to kill everyone that tries to touch us hehe...
not all guys are bad...

the girl i fell in love with was... she ripped my mentality to shreds...
but its fine... i should of expected it, but i know that maybe there is one out there that can be patient with me...

everyone deserves someone to love...
you deserve it too...
i know it doesnt feel like it sometimes, like sometimes no one will ever be there...
but i just try to imagine that she is there... and maybe one day she will step out of a door or walk into a room and i will see her and run over and tackle her and be like! YOU ARE THE ONE!!!
haha probably not, but you know what i mean? its something we struggle with that most people dont even think about... i dunno why...