It's so freaken crazy and causes crying spells

We are co-conscience and co-present, but our focus bounces in between us all like a pinball bounces around a machine.

It's confusing and demobilizes us to the point of ridicule.

We see out p-doc in a week, and we are going to request a brain scan, but I can already speculate and predict the results: normal and fine disregarding the swiss cheese factor plus an abnormal hippocampus which would heavily explain the immense memory problems experienced since childhood for a transgender mind. The swiss cheese happened the next 25 years trying to cope.

That's my best guess...I can't wait to see the results...if an Other actually requests it.