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Apr 17, 2016, 08:10 AM
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Member Since: Jun 2005
Location: WV
Posts: 8,131
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"I am so lonely, have rock bottom self esteem, no confidence, social anxiety disorder, depression."
What you describe sounds like another form of self-abuse.Really, besides the moral issues, i.e., unfair to the wives of these men, you are hurting yourself.
Have you sought any form of counseling? Not saying this could help you, but you seem on the threshold of disaster, to be honest. With social anxiety and depression, medication is a great help, also with compulsive behavior. It has helped me immensely.
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