Why why why....my session wiwth my T yesterday was hard,..we went over about how I got upset when she didnt call....well....today my mother called her to ask her about insurance...she hasn't got back....and I e-mailed her..she assured me she'd get back quick...s ofar nothing...god..I loved...loved..my T..but why?...what was it?...now I'm alone...I stopped playing with my online friends on a game..I left them...I deleted everything I'm so insane..I want to die..to stop the pain..every evening after school I ball in tears releasing the pain..but it comes back worse after I'm dry.....

HELP ME...PLOEASE....I BEG YOU GOD PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!PLEASE......PLEASE..........T .....