I guess my pdoc doesn't think I have been manic or hypomanic. It's hard by to say bc the times I've felt really up and euphoric are very short periods and the times I'm most likely to call manic I describe more of extremely angry and antagonistic. I'm not convinced either way either but I feel like the description of bipolar describes how I feel better. Idk tho. I refused antidepressants so I'm on lamictal, gaba, and buspar with she said are good for bipolar anyway.