I sent t an email last night first apologizing for bugging her again and then attempting to better explain what I meant yesterday. she replied after I'd gone to bed, so I just saw it this morning. She assured me I'm not bugging her, and said she thinks she understands, and offered to meet in a week instead of 2 weeks as we'd scheduled. I wish I could, but I can't afford to go back to weekly. Especially since she said we're not doing therapy anymore, that I don't need therapy anymore, that what we're doing now is working on my individuation process. I can't justify paying for weekly with the other expenses in my family right now (h's hearing aid and stomach medication mostly). But just hearing that she thinks she understands what I was getting at yesterday, is helpful. I guess I do still worry about what she thinks of me.

Well I didn't finish my laundry yesterday and still have another store to go to, to finish the grocery shopping for the week. I spent way too much time all up in my head yesterday so I'm gonna be busy today making up for it. I'll pop in here and there though. Later couchies, I hope you all have a good Sunday!