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I can play an HD movie inside my head that gives me all the euphoria I could ever want. Who is there to tell me I have to live in reality?
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Have you looked into "Maladaptive Daydreaming Disorder"?
Otherwise, I would interpret the things you described as a feeling of alienation and indifference to life.
Maybe Schizoid Personality?
- Emotional coldness, detachment or reduced affect.
- Limited capacity to express either positive or negative emotions towards others.
- Consistent preference for solitary activities.
- Very few, if any, close friends or relationships, and a lack of desire for such.
- Indifference to either praise or criticism.
- Little interest in having sexual experiences with another person (taking age into account).
- Taking pleasure in few, if any, activities.
- Indifference to social norms and conventions.
- Preoccupation with fantasy and introspection.
...right out of Wikipedia. I luv riddle guessing. Who needs professionals eh?