You CAN get to know me! And I want to get to know you! Sounds like you're thinking about sticking around? I sure hope you do. I don't know if it would help any, but keep in mind that we all learn from each other, and though you don't see it right now, you are giving to all the people here. I've read the replies from your friends here and I really think they are some of the best things for you. Please stay!