Oh yeah, also about your job firing. That was a really crappy situation, and in the long run, I think that maybe you will see it is a good thing. People did not treat you the way you should be treated. They made you feel like this was your fault, they took advantage of a vulnerable person, and you don't need any of that.

I think your focus needs to be 100% on recovery right now. This is a very serious situation that should be taking all your attention and focus. Keep posting here if it helps <3