hi Snow, I am in hopes that now my son is back with a pdoc, and a responsible adult, that he will learn the skills he needs to get through all of this in a healthy way. Hind sight is 20/20 and I wish I knew then what I know know about parenting and listening to my instincts. Wish I had a time machine to re-do. I would do so much differently. life is not practice unfortunately. Maybe I will get to make a difference in helping to be a grandparent when my time comes. Peace and warmth as I heard it's nippy over there. Thanks for sharing your heart.