Venus you should be proud of yourself for all that you have done. I am proud of you and I only know a little from your posts. If you need to take a short break for your sanity, do it. We all need time out. I cant believe the pressure you must be under! Even though I hardly know you I care about you. Take things a day at a time and if you need to call in sick to work once in a while, do. You have so much courage Venus, draw from it and hang in there. You will rise again.