Hi champion and welcome to PC! I edited your post to add a trigger icong, its the red circle with the X that we use when content of a post might be triggering, and I added it because of the horrible experience you had with the gun....that must have been aweful!!

I want sex more than my boyfriend too. We've never done it 5 times in a day, but it started off all hot and heavy and now its once a week if I'm lucky. I'm glad to know he's not the only one, and maybe I can get some insight from you.

As far as gay porn, I find that lesbian scenes turn me on more then the hetero sex. Even though I've never been with a woman. As far as the hetero sex, I've never had sex like they do in porn lol, so it doesn't do much for me. But for some reason the lesbian scenes turn me on. I think for me, its because its something totally different, but oddly exciting. I can't explain it either. But I don't worry about it too much.

Where the PTSD is concerned, I have no idea what to say. I've never experienced anything remotely like it. We do have a PTSD forum here too, so maybe that might help.

Anyway, I'm glad you've found us!!


Rayna