Yeah, I haven't been raped exactly my cousin just asked me for sex and i kept saying no but then I said yes because I was scared so thats not really rape and my uncle wanted to sleep with me. I just always wondered what kind of vibe I give guys and I play the victim card to get sympathy from them or maybe they'd save me and fall in love with me but since when is love like in the movies? All being vulnerable has done is make it easier for guys to hit me up for a friends with benefits or just being expolted to be honest I am honest and sick of making myself hurt by trying to make them want me... :/ they never will