Hello, everyone I started to notice a behaviour I only do when I talk to guys about my emotions are anything deep I notice I apologize everytime I talk about my feelings to them like I am annoying them or being a burden. I have only noticed now that I apologize so much for every attempt I make at becoming closer or being emotional to them almost like I have to explain myself to them. I have no idea why I do this, I only just started noticing it now that when a guy asks about my sister i tell them that they are having a hard time but she is not the self pity type. Why do I do this why do I apologize for telling guys my feelings and how my day was... I never apologized to girls I don't feel ashamed for telling them how I feel so why would I feel so ashamed and cut up inside telling guys how I feel? What am I so ashamed and cut up about?