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Raynaadi said:

As far as gay porn, I find that lesbian scenes turn me on more then the hetero sex. Even though I've never been with a woman. As far as the hetero sex, I've never had sex like they do in porn lol, so it doesn't do much for me. But for some reason the lesbian scenes turn me on. I think for me, its because its something totally different, but oddly exciting. I can't explain it either. But I don't worry about it too much.


Rayna

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Thank you. The quoted paragraph will help me immensely as just knowing others are like me is more helpful than you know. My girlfriend has also said essentially the same thing, "only lesbian porn excites me." I guess I had to hear it twice.

Thank you for adding the warning, I guess I should have included a disclaimer or something before I let people read this. When I close my eyes I see this individual....this was actually today, and I am seeking help for it. You see death in movies but its soooo different in your face, close enough to smell. I'll stop if it is too much for anyone to read what I write, i just figure its better to not stay inside me.