Dustin:
STOP beating your head against a brick wall!!! She already told you she's got a family with kids of her own to attend to, and she can't stop to come and rescue you from yourself. You need to give her some space too, ya know?
I am sure she will get back to you in time, but she has other
obligations to meet and can't just drop what she's doing because you want her to call. Stop driving yourself crazy over this, or you'll make yourself sick....physically sick!!!
You haven't entered anything new in your blog lately. Maybe you should do that and try to keep track of the feelings you behold so firmly. You are shutting out your friends? WHY?
Why are you pushing away people you know for someone you don't? You need to remember that she's your THERAPIST, not your FRIEND!!!!
Take a second and kick back and relax. She will call you when she gets a chance. Don't worry.....it'll give you wrinkles!!!!!!! hahahahahaha................