Where are you? When I went to dorms for college, there were "people from the mountains" they are secluded from modern society and is made up of one race just letting you get an idea. I didn't feel like I fit in. At all. I moved closer to the inner city, I'm close to one of the most populous city ok I'll say it NYC. I settled in nyc suburbs. Nobody cares what you look like, people will make small talk on the streets. You walk out to the corner store get coffee, chat, then in 30 sec go home. At work you'll be forced to go out and talk. The more you talk the more people you meet, he greater chance of finding the right people for you. Overall, it's the area, the people, anxieties, insecurities. Yes there are people who hate me. But not everyone has to like me. I get told I should care about my appearance, then when I put on makeup I get called vain. People suck just do what you want.the whole world doesn't know. That person have issues she didn't deal with or idk what's wrong with them but I don't let it affect me or make me anxious.

If people automatically judge you, move on. discussing with irrational people are a waste of time. They are literally a speck of dust to me. Let them be miserable. You can't please everybody.

Ok good luck! Message me if you want talk

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