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Old Apr 18, 2016, 11:56 AM
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Originally Posted by PointOfNoReturn View Post
anyone else ever get images of what severe SI your brain wants you to do, and it feels like they are creeping closer and closer and that eventually they will stop being images and you will just do it?
I actually checked myself into the hospital because of this. Well, that and I needed to get out of that house and where someone would actually listen to me.

It was a lot more common when I was younger - I seem to have mostly outgrown it, having intrusive flashes and images of myself being brutally attacked or mutilated or otherwise harmed. I seem to have gotten past that, numbed myself to my usual triggers.

It's still quite easy to imagine myself in the place of someone being harmed, though.